Just counted the days when I entered my last entry (the one before last week) ... it was Sept 22 ... counting it from then till now ... it is ... taraaaaaaaaaaa ... 40 DAYS!!! and I survived!!! yeepee ...
... I AM VERY HAPPY!!! ... I dreamed, I believed and I survived!!! YES! YES! YES!!!
I was just reading last night how the was tempted for 40 days in the wilderness and how He survived it all ... and I would like to quote this from the book "Jesus CEO": 'If you have not been tested by fire, you do not know who you are. And if you do not know who you are, you cannot be a leader.' WOW!!! Now I know a little bit more of who I am ... Another thing that I like to share from the same book: 'If you want to defeat them, distract them' I almost got distracted ... well honestly I was ... BUT ... I know now what the root of the distraction ... and now I can cut it out from its roots ... 
I thank the Lord that He is always there ... to guide me back towards my destiny!!! 